My body almost seems alien to me—everything seems so much stranger since I'd experienced the change. Since I gained these powers. They too, seem distinct and separate from whatever should be the genuine 'me.'
It all seems so unnecessary, too.
Why should I gain this power? I'm no better than anyone, hell! I'm probably worse! Why would this come to me? I'm not a good judge of people, I don't know how to fix the problems of the world, I'm afraid to even think too hard in case I accidentally cause some ethically horrifying catastrophe.