You never really got rid of your porn addiction. As an entire generation, yours was exposed to an online harem as children with the impunity of unaware parents. It was always about the feeling of a hunt. For you, it was like you were starving for the next meal, but every time you 'caught it', you would be too hungry, and thus sought out the another bigger prey. Never satiated.
This is the world we live in now. Just a few years ago child labor laws were rolled back, allowing kids to work longer, work in more "dangerous" environments, work jobs that children are not supposed to. Then Politicians worldwide passed laws that legalized the action and display of underaged sexual behaviors and passed bills that put the children's bodily autonomy in their parents hands completely. You could send your kids to work on construction sites and earn money, or legally sell them to repay your debt. And the porn industry of course boomed. Millions and millions of videos have been uploaded to all sorts of websites. No longer limited to the darkweb, popular pornsite providers quickly added an underaged tab on their sites, some going further and dedicating a whole section with their own categories. Like how there are specifically gay versions there were now sites specifically dedicated to collecting the massive amounts of childporn. According to our new laws children are not mature enough to know what's good for them, leaving everything and all to the parents to decide. The Moment that they earned their bodily autonomy is apparently the moment they are 18.
I am now 26 years old. These laws were passed right after my 18th birthday. I was lucky…? I think. To think such terrible things could be done to me. Raped, slapped, abused by my own parents, or by whoever my parents allowed to abuse me. It's horrible but…why does it make me so hard when I see it happen to others..? While masturbating it's like my entire humanity leaves me. In my mind I beg them to hurt the little sluts more. Fuck them harder. They have no rights in my eyes at that moment. They are toys, or cattle. And I catch myself wishing for my own little toy to abuse.
I frequent these sites. It's the only thing I can get off to now. Boys or girls, I do not care as long as their little bodies are pushed to the limit. I try to pay attention but my eyes are drawn to ads on the sides. Little oiled up girl asses bouncing on big cocks, giggling, smiling, spreading their legs and fondling their little clits while getting pounded. My dick throbs. I am so impatient to see more. My mouse hovers over the videos and I watch the slideshows that show what the video has to offer.
This one? Hm, no, too old. Perhaps that one?
I click on a video with two girls greedily sucking a guy's balls, one for each little mouth. It looks homemade and they are all over those nuts. I can see them suck the skin into their mouths, watch their little tongues massage and service that sack while they moan and rub their throbbing cunts. I skip forward a bit and slowly stroke myself. One of the girls has started to suck the massive member while the other now has her mouth full of the big testicles. Their little mouths look so full. I watch as they both get throat fucked one after the other and swallow a nice big load. The video ends shortly after, leaving me craving for more.